LW 180
CW 180
GW 135
That really kills me. Last week I started going downhill and I just kept gathering momentum till I finally crashed at the bottom. Yeah, I exercised but I didn't track hardly anything. All this past weekend I did not drink all my water and I ate/drank all the things I know I don't need (candy, frito pie, starbucks coffee, etc.. )
I woke up yesterday when my alarm first went off, which is a huge miracle because that never happens. Since I was up, I decided to go ahead and do my 20 minute workout for #90daycult. 20 minutes on the gazelle and it felt great! Gave me tons of energy and I was ready to conquer the world. When I finally got around to weighing myself I was still in a good mood but after seeing that 180, I got pissed off.. Last Thursday I secretly weighed myself (even tho I'm not supposed to, shhhh) And I was down to 178. Eating the way I did this past weekend pushed me back up to 180 and I wanted to kick my own ass.. I think that's why I decided to come home and work out again. I don't want to stay this size for the rest of my life so I pulled out my 30 day Shred and did level 1.
Sure, I'm paying for it now because my legs, arms and back hurt but if I really want to lose myself, I can't go off the wagon the way I did.
I don't have a babysitter for today and tomorrow so I'm stuck at home. But while I'm here, I'm going to try and make the best of it. I'm cleaning out cabinets and going shopping so I know I won't have anything that will tempt me. I'm going to finally get ver2.0's room organized and then I'm going to work out.. alot. :)
I hope everyone has a wonderful day!
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