Finals...

I just took some of my finals to start a new semester, and it feels great! I know, I didn't pass each one w/ flying colors, but I did pass them!! Yayee.. when I was going to IBS, for the 5 months I was there, I kept a 4.0 GPA, but here, I don't know what is going on.. I've turned into a slacker or something, My accounting grade was a 84!! can you believe that? I'm better than this!! :P but, I'm going to quit beating myself up about it. I sat down this morning and had a talk w/ myself (lol) and I'm going to try and be on the ball again.. I'm not going to put off my homework or studying for the night before.. I'm going to stay organized, and I'm going to get my crap together.. (I had this talk to my self in front of Shaye, and she was trying to repeat everything I said.. when I told myself to get my stuff together, she sais "totger" lol.. sorry just had to add that in) She makes me smile when I'm being hard on myself, so Its just fun to remember all that so I'll quit thinking negatively... but anyways, I'm really truly going to try this.. I mean when I first started to ACC, I was on the ball, the second I finished w/ supper stuff at night, I was doing homework, notes or studying.. now, its on the computer or watching t.v. and it seriously needs to stop.. Its not only effecting my school work but my housework also.. and I hate that.. I hate that Mac has to come home to a dirty house when I could be cleaning up here or there every once in awhile when I'm not dealing w/ shaye or stuff... well, I know there is alot of rambling going on up there, so I'm gonna stop lol.. Hopefully I'm not just running my mouth (again) and I will be able to change.. I just hate change lol .. well post again soon!

steph